I should be packing and i’m running a little behind but I had to type up a quick cabin journal first. I’ll be gone all weekend and most of Monday for rehersal. You may be able to reach me at random times on my cell phone.
WWBD! kilties.com
Continue or Comment...So i’m in and out of conciousness in my room watching tv and napping and whatever i leave my room to go to the bathroom and I see my aunt and uncle from Michigan in my house. I’m still not sure why. I just kinda said hi and went back to my room. I’m not in the mood to see people.
Marianne and Tara will be here soon, i’ll probably be sleeping again by the time they do. Again, not in the mood to really see people… and i’ll be seeing people allll weekend.
Continue or Comment...Well I had that phone interview with Cat this morning, went better than I thought it did. I still don’t think it’ll work out though.
I had a concert with the community band tonight on conjunction with the local high school. So many cute chicks in that high school band, makes me wish I were younger! Heh sad I say that and i’m only 21.
I finally plugged in my internet stuff at home, i’m back online again for the first time all week. So maybe i’m back on track to being normal. Maybe not.
I have kilties all this weekend and Monday, so that’ll keep me away for a while. sigh. Things are really going downhill.
Continue or Comment...Busy day at work today, still pretty sucking though.
Havn’t really talked to my parents since the other night. My dad typed me up a note and my mom made little additions to it in her handwriting. Felt like I was getting a corperate email that went through an approval proccess. He says the car isn’t his, and he does support me, and he should take care of the ISP from now on. I guess I decided, though.. to not cancel RCN. I have nowhere else to go. I’ve put so much money into it so far it’d be a waste. And i’d hate to pay $300+ in setup charges just to get a job somewhere and move and have to do it all over again.
I have a phone interview with Caterpillar tomorrow. I don’t get the job, but i’ll play the game anyway. I guess r0s had a phone screening with a meat packing plant today. He can finally use his lobster skills dealing with something eatible.
Been so busy today, multiple times I planned on leaving for lunch but never had a chance. Now it’s 2:00 and i’m hungry. Argh. Guess I could eat McD’s on the train, but that food sucks.
So yeah, that’s that for today I guess.
Continue or Comment...Well yesterday was one of those days. I had a pretty good day until I got home.
Saw an envelope from RCN on the table, I was happy! They finally started billing me again and I wouldn’t have the problems I ran into last month where they said I owed $122 in back pay because they stopped billing at one point. Checked my payment on the invoice, the balance went to $0.00. But what’s that under new charges? $400? They are charging me now for all the time they didn’t bill me from LAST AUGUST. So I called them, and they said it’s my problem. I got pretty mad because it’s not my fault they didn’t bill me. It’s not my job to babysit them. I then cancelled my account with them.
After that I told my dad what had happened. He told me it was my fault I didn’t notice they wern’t billing me. It’s autobill! They should bill my credit card once per month. It’s not my job to babysit them and make sure they do it. He said it was my job and I should get used to it and just to pay it.
So I got pretty pissed. I went and told my mom that because I had to cancel my account they would no longer have the real-ity.com email address. She said “I don’t care.” My dad says about no longer having internet access “I can just dial into wickes.” I swear at that point I was going to fucking kill them.
Since I was canceling I realized all my shit was worthless so I went to the basement and ripped out my cisco 802 and threw it away in the kitchen while informing my mom how much of a bitch she is.
I went outside to grab my car and my sister’s car was in the way. I threatened to push it into the street just after telling my dad I’d kick his ass if he got in my way. At that point my sister comes running outside on her cell phone like a little fucking whore yelling “MY MITSU!” I ran up to her and started calling her a fucking bitch and whatever else. I think it was at that point my dad threatened to call the cops if I touched her. I hate that bitch so much.
Then my dad said that my car is his because it’s his name on it and I’m not allowed to drive it when i’m pissed off, he said he was too worried about the car. So I left and realized I had no friends and nowhere to go. So I drove around a bit and came back home, I didn’t have my cell phone.
I came in the house and gave the keys to my dad for “his car” since he cared so much about it. He said he just didn’t want me to get in an accident and hurt the car and he didn’t want the keys. I just left them there and went into my room and shut down all my computers since they are no use to me without a connection. My room is pretty quiet now.
I turned off my wireless access points and my switches and wondered if there was anyone I could call. I figured I could talk to someone from the Kilties so I called Kelley. I asked her what she was up to and she said her “man friend” was over, so I said forget it. She still offered for me to come over, but I know her “man friend” doesn’t like me much so I declined. Then I just went to bed.
The moral to this story is.. me on the brink of losing my job is a possible homocidal situation. I bet I kill someone out of pure rage before I die. What an odd thought.
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